the knees.

In my foolish haste,

I may have endowed you with disproportionately magical qualities that you didn’t really deserve. It’s all my fault, I know.

Go on. Be normal.

11:18 pm • 24 February 2013 • 3 notes

I’ve been very fortunate with a lot of things these past few days. It feels like a silver lining out of everything else that just… well, fucked up. Ironically, some of the people I just met and mostly worked with once are the ones who are here, helping me, to get back on my feet and pushing me to work my ass off again.

And I’m deeply grateful for these new profound friendships. It’s more than that, actually. If it counts as love, well, it should be.

But I just can’t help but think about some people who recently just fucking disappeared. After the things we’ve been through? For chrissake. I respect someone’s decision in leaving me, I mean, I get it that sometimes we just have to get away with things and just deal with it. And yeah, anyone has the right to leave someone. But can’t you tell me why? Trust me, I could take it. Because it would be less painful than knowing I’m not even worth an explanation.

2:05 am • 22 February 2013